A Tropical Paradise

Why me? Why doesn’t anything ever work out for me? Why don’t I ever get what I want? Why doesn’t Anything go the way I plan or hope? I see all these happy couples together. I wish I was happy too. I guess I’m forever alone, not like anything will ever work out for me. I always dreamed of getting married. But I feel like I’ll never find the one. Im losing hope, I really am. I’m about to fall, not like anyone will be there to catch me. I hate my situation, I hate it. Why? Why me?):